12 weeks ago...
We had a baby!
I can't express to you how much I loge this little girl. I think that's part of the reason it's taken me so long to post. (That and the logistics of having 3 children 3 and under.) There aren't words that can express to you how much I am in love with every tiny part of her, but my good friend Stephanie came VERY close to saying it perfectly so I'll borrow a little from her.
When I was pregnant, I was genuinely nervous about being able to love this 3rd baby, as much as I love her big sisters. In my mind I felt like I'd have to split my love for them and give this new baby his or her portion. I was terrified that there wouldn't enough love or me to go around. But it's a funny thing, Love. The moment this sweet little girl entered the world, my heart, and capacity to love grew. I feel as though the size of my heart has grown! "...Sometimes it feels like it might just explode"
So although there is so much to catch you up on on this neglected, wandering blog. I figured this really couldn't wait any longer.
Till next time,